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It is a week from my departure date! I don't know what to expect emotion wise for the next 7 days. My decision is not clouded with any doubt, and for some that may seem strange. Perhaps, it hasn't sunk in completely yet. Or, I am bouncing off my chair in excitement.

Today, I attempted to research talent agencies, and as always, I get a gross greasy feeling from the business side of things, or at least from those agencies that have 3 agents and 500 million clients with not a lot of experience to their names. Picking representation can be such an iffy thing. I need new head shots and the whole number, yet I need a job before I can afford head shots. Ah, Conundrum!

I am also having conflicting feelings in the department of job searching. Ideally, it would be nice to have a job that paid well and had health benefits, and also left me enough free time to audition and take on gigs. Basically, all my unresolved thoughts are stemming from the unknown and intangible at this time. Once I get on the ground in Seattle, I think the clear choices will unveil themselves to me. It is strange how my approach to these types of things and other life choices has changed over the course of the last few months. Strange, and wonderful really, in that I feel a strong sense of calm and my intuition (those gut feelings) tends to send me clear positive signals.